25.

Buy a house.

I chose this to be on my list because... well its every girls dream since they were 5 years old to have the perfect house, and to one day live in a house that was everything they ever wanted.

24.

Take a road trip with friends.

I chose this because I travel with my family often, and growing up I would love to share an experience like that with my friends, explore, get introuble, be a kid.

23.

Go on a roller coaster.

Go on a roller coaster was a hard one for me, I am such a baby when it comes to rides. I find them so scary. But it looks fun to go on a roller coaster and I think I may enjoy myself if I push myself to face my fear of going on a roller coaster.

22.

Open a tea store.

I think tea is relaxing, smells amazing, helps sore throats, wakes you up. So many purposes I like having different kinds of tea, my mom usually makes me a cup in the morning it is a great way to start off my day.

21.

Go crowd surfing.

I wish I was crazy like this, and have a huge group of people around me supporting my crazyness, and help me be crazy! It is dangerous and fun and something would be just in the moment.

20.

Skinny dip in the ocean.

This is on my list because, I usually am paranoid and somewhat shy, I think this is something so unexpected and would be a once in a life time thing for me to do.

19.

Get married.

I made a collage that has words that pop into my mind about marriage, beautiful rings, and a wedding dress. I fear of being alone all my life, and I would love to have a fairy tale wedding one day.

18.

Go to Fiji.

https://maps.google.ca/maps?q=fiji&hl=en&ll=-17.714677,178.06366&spn=1.276755,2.705383&sll=49.891235,-97.15369&sspn=27.725603,86.572266&hnear=Fiji&t=m&z=9

I know you had asked for images, but I wanted to use a different form of media, so I chose a map to show Fiji, I thought I could capture the actual map with my lap top, unfortunatley my link to the image will show how cool Fiji would be explore!

17.

Be brought up on stage at a concert.

I love going to concerts, at Nicki Minaj's I touched her hand, and that was insane to me, if someone like her ever pulled me on stage at a concert I would probably cry in excitement.

16.

Create a work out center.

I like going to the gym, I like being healthy and active, I play soccer so keeping up my endurance is important it would be cool to have my own work out center one day !

15.

Donate blood.

I want to donate blood because, I am help saving someones life, I may not be trained to actually save someones life, but this way I doing my part in someones life, it would make me feel like I accomplished something big in my life.

14.

Be in a magazine.

I always look through magazines and see all these flawless girls modeling clothes, and their perfect smiles, it makes me jealous.. and I want even one person to think that about me, I want to shine in a magzine.

13.

Not use my phone for over a week.

I am crazy addicted to my phone, I am always on it. When I am not on it I miss it, which is horrible because it is just a device, it is like I am brain washed.

12.

Go back to Long Lake one day.

I spent a large amount of my childhood here unfortunetly we had to sell the cabin, I tear up sometimes thinking about how much I miss it here. I would really love to go back there someday..

11.

Swim with dolphins.

Another one crossed off my list! 6 years ago I went to Mexico and had the chance to swim with dolphins, I was crazy scared, but I went through with it, one of the best things I have done in my life. They are huge so they look scary, but they were so gentle and friendly, amazing experience.

10.

Go to Spain.

https://maps.google.ca/maps?ie=UTF-8&hl=en

My cousin recently went to spain, it is gorgeous there, so mnay things you can do and explore, whether it is shopping through all the amazing stores, or whether it is sight seeing through the streets ! Or even watch soccer, just a desirable place I have always wanted to go to!

9.

Sing anthem at Winnipeg Jets game.

It would be an amazing honor to sing the anthem at a Jets game, the Jets coming back have brought back so much pride and spirit back to Winnipeg, I would love to represent Winnipeg even though I ahve a horrible voice.

8.

Help the buried life cross something off their list.

I think it would be crazy to help the guys do something on their list, I had never really watched the show before class, and I love it now ! They are so inspiring and I think it would be amazing to help them cross something off their list.

7.

Make homemade sushi.

This is one of the first to be crossed off my list! I made it at school when I was younger, I love sushi and go out for it all the time, but mine tasted absolutley disgusting ! I would love to try to  make it again now that I am older.

6.

Ride a horse.

I find horses incredibly scary, they are huge and could kill you in a second, I think they are beautiful, but I have never had the courage to ride one, I think riding a horse is something everyone needs to experience in a life time.

4.

Give a random person money.

One time I was at the drive thru at Tim Hortons one day, and when I got to the window to pay, the car infront of me had paid for my Iced Capp, a complete stranger put one of the biggest smile on my face, I want to show people there still are nice people in the world that don't only care about themselves.

3.

Own a Starbucks.

I have always wanted to own some sort of business, and I spend all my money on Starbucks, would love to get my Starbucks for free everyday, and be able to have my favorite drinks whenever wanted, bad addiction..

2.

Get a tattoo.

This is my friends tattoo, the thought of tattoos sound so cool, and I think it would awesome to have one, but no matter how hard I think I can't think of something just yet that would have enough meaning to me that I would want to have it forever. My friends I could have something like that because it is for his sister who had passed away. I think it is a symbal, and thoughtful, and something you can always look at and love.

1.

Score more then 5 goals in one game.

I love soccer, have played it all my life I have the skill potential, it is just I am very little and I do not have much power, if I could score more then 5 goals in one game I would show myself I am strong enough to do whatever comes my way.

Bucket list

1. Ride a horse
2. Be in a criminal minds episode
3. Donate blood
4. Volunteer at homeless shelter
5. Punch a girl
6. Fit in Kangaroo pouch
7. Go for coffee with Nicki Minaj
8. Get a tattoo
9. Give a random person money
10. Pierce someones ear
11.Not judge people
12. Own a Starbucks
13. Create a workout center
14. Go on a roller coaster
15. Fly a plane
16. Go to Fiji
17. Kiss a stranger
18. Take a road trip with friends
19. Go hunting
20. Crash a wedding
21. Have massive house party
22. Breed a dog
23. Get a unique peircing
24. Be in a magazine
25. Go surfing
26. Model for a clothing store
27. Play on a hockey team
28. Swim with sharks
29. Create a new language
30. Score 5 goals in one soccer game
31.Make homemade sushi
32. Buy a house
33.Get married
34. Have kids
35. Open a bakery
36. Have a personal masseuse
37. Skinny dip in ocean
38. Be a social worker
39. Go to a " haunted" house
40. Go crowd surfing
41. Be brought up on stage at a concert
42. Take picture with the president
43. Make friends with the Buried life guys
44. Swim with dolphins
45. Be in a nascar race
46. Go back to Long lake one day
47. Win the lottery to complete my list
48. Not use my phone for a week straight
49. Go to spain
50. Open a tea store
51. Shopping spree in New York
52. Have a personal hair stylist
53.  Run a marathon
54. Help the buried life with something they want to do
55. Cross everything off on my list
56. Fix a car by myself
57. Eat at the most expensive/ extravagent restuarant ini the world
58. Have a maid
59. Get my PHD
60. Sing Oh Canada at a Jets game

writing reflection 9

Writing Reflection #9

                I used to have Twitter awhile back, I found it pointless I found there was drama and I didn’t like that people could just type my name into google and would be able to see my profile and tweets so I ended up deleting my account. Now that I have a purpose to tweet I am starting to enjoy it a little more, I am surprised at how easy it is to tweet you basically can tweet whatever is on your mind, if people don’t like it then all they have to do is unfollow you ! A goal I have is to tweet at least once an hour without thinking of it, just doing it subconsciously. Another goal I have is to gain a thousand followers by having interesting tweets. With my bucket list I am running into come complications, it should be easy because there are so many things to do in the world, and there are amazing things like skydiving for example but I can honestly say I don’t have any desire to do something like that, I think I am thinking too hard about it there are so many simple things in life I would love to accomplish!

Personal addition

Growing up, I feel so old saying this but watching my little sister whom is in grade 7 cares more about her appearance then I do, I find it so weird how when I was her age I used to play with dolls still.. I didn’t care about boys or my appearance I was still a KID, and seeing my sister and her friends they all have boyfriends, cell phones, and wear more makeup then me, where did childhood go? They are maturing to fast it makes me wonder in the future are they going to regret not having a real childhood when there is no way of going back? I ask my sister that but she just doesn’t get it, I really think the new generation is ruined.

My black eye…. A few days ago at soccer a girl decided to elbow me in the face she got me in the corner of the eye hard. At first it just left a little bump so I wasn’t worried at all but with in 20 minutes it grew more swollen and got darker, even though I got hit on the corner of my eye the purple has some how spread all around my eye… I was worried about my appearance but now I actually don’t mind it its kind of funny to hear peoples comments on it, for example if I bother someone they say “ do you want me to give you another black eye Holly” lots of people also like to say “ oh my gosh Holly you have a black eye!” really cause I didn’t notice part of my face was purple and swollen. I am kind of enjoying the humor coming from my eye, my dad shows it of to everyone like it is a trophy!

Personal addition

Feels like I haven’t been here in a while to write about things, today what I wanted to say was, in the toughest times I am still managing to smile, I have so much going on that no body has any idea about, sometimes I wonder who is really there and it has showed me by the people who ask, it shows me who really knows me, the people that can see through my smile, and know there is something more than a forced smile, I don’t like bringing my problems among people but it is nice to have that one person you can go to for whatever you need, I guess I am using this personal addition as a little bit of venting.. But it feels good to get some thoughts out, not just to think about, but to actually write down so I can also read what I think and visualize what is good for me and what I need, that last sentence may not make sense to anyone but me, but I am trying to express myself in a different maybe healthy way, all I feel right now though is confusion, what is the next step?

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